I think this place looks a bit better now - it's been quite a while since I've left the 'cyber' mindset the previous layout hinted toward. I'm trying things were I can, since I'm incredibly frustrated with this ability I have in real life to stay in one place and stick to it no matter what and no matter how it hurts.
This is why I hate holidays - it leaves me with too much time, even when I'll have work to give back once school starts again. And I do nothing. I want to do things, have a look at expositions, see people, just walk in the nearest city's streets and sketch what I see but no. As soon as I formule the idea in my head, I see time wasted, the price of oil, the work I should be doing... A friend of mine called and invited me to have lunch at his house with his wife and kids and I'm not sure how to answer even if I know it'll be very nice and that I'll be happy to see them.
It annoys me to very high levels, I'm conscious of it, and yet I don't feel like I'm doing anything about it. 

(not to mention that doing my work will just end up in more time to do nothing at school -not that I feel like I'm doing much already- since my promotion is made of bloody wankers who never finish anything on time and hold back the rest who try to do their thing - dear classmates, I wish you luck for obtening the diplom next year and a job afterward!)



I should draw something just for myself.